( hao really, really, really wants to be a fucking brat and complain about q and shanks (as though his concern wasn't immediately channeled into being a fucking aggressive asshole to both of them on the network. as though he wasn't goaded by aemond into trying to go to the hunting lodge anyway despite clear instructions not to because he's not a pussy, he just wanted to eat some, and he got haki-yote from miles away by shanks and landed on his ass, embarrassed). unfortunately (fortunately?), this whole stupid conversation has gotten deeper than he wanted and probably will ever want, so like.
[There's a moment where Koby feels that faraway, churning, fraught aura that's as sharp-edged as any blade, that's careless and brash and abrasive, that probably could stand to soften itself a bit. But then: he wouldn't be Hao if he were soft. If nothing else, Koby's good at accepting people like they are now, rather than how they could be.
So he doesn't choose violence, he doesn't worm his way into Hao's aura and pick out all the things he could be offended about. He picks this battle instead:]
Well, you've never said it. Maybe you should say it and I'll stop getting confused.
( it's stupid — because back at home, this is the part where he'd start lovebombing the shit out of his flavor of the moment, absolutely basking in how much they like him, how much they want to be around him. the uncertainty he has with koby, though, no matter how many times koby says he cares about him ...
it all feels so uncertain. )
does it matter
( this is not the first time he's asked koby this recently, but his point still stands. does it matter? unspoken: does hao matter? koby has his boyfriend, after all. why should he matter? )
[Another nudge, this one a bit more pointed, pink aura wrapping around Hao's for a moment in the metaphysical equivalent of smushing his face between palms.]
Yes, it matters. It matters a lot. I meant what I said, regardless of where I go or what changes, I'm carrying you with me, Hao. It's always going to have been you, the first time, and you're going to have made it good.
( hao's been — resisting, really, any and all attempts on koby's end to make his presence known, share the depths of his feelings in a way that words can't quite articulate. it's not even intentional, for once. he's just kinda ... used to shoving shit down that doesn't benefit him, like feeling sad or jealous.
except maybe he's not always the best at it. maybe. (definitely.)
so, he lets him in. exhales, feels the persistent koby-ness of it all, familiar and warm and maybe the dark aura that pulses erratically from hao evens out, even if only for a moment. it doesn't last. )
[There's a moment of thought that doesn't last very long, mostly because that's right about when Koby's stroking metaphysical fingers down over Hao's teeming, dark aura like he's petting a reluctantly purring cat. Then:]
Probably. You have an annoyingly endearing way about you.
Do you think you'd still like me if your dick was never inside me?
( it's probably sent a little too quickly, like he was expecting that question. it smells a little too earnest in here, so time to diffuse shit a little bit. )
idk if i told u but i kinda have a thing 4 cute nerds 🙄🙄 it was inevittabel
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he doesn't.
instead: )
fucking duh
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So he doesn't choose violence, he doesn't worm his way into Hao's aura and pick out all the things he could be offended about. He picks this battle instead:]
Well, you've never said it. Maybe you should say it and I'll stop getting confused.
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sure
i like u
"LIKE u" in ur words
( it's stupid — because back at home, this is the part where he'd start lovebombing the shit out of his flavor of the moment, absolutely basking in how much they like him, how much they want to be around him. the uncertainty he has with koby, though, no matter how many times koby says he cares about him ...
it all feels so uncertain. )
does it matter
( this is not the first time he's asked koby this recently, but his point still stands. does it matter? unspoken: does hao matter? koby has his boyfriend, after all. why should he matter? )
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[Another nudge, this one a bit more pointed, pink aura wrapping around Hao's for a moment in the metaphysical equivalent of smushing his face between palms.]
Yes, it matters. It matters a lot. I meant what I said, regardless of where I go or what changes, I'm carrying you with me, Hao. It's always going to have been you, the first time, and you're going to have made it good.
That matters.
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except maybe he's not always the best at it. maybe. (definitely.)
so, he lets him in. exhales, feels the persistent koby-ness of it all, familiar and warm and maybe the dark aura that pulses erratically from hao evens out, even if only for a moment. it doesn't last. )
do u think ud still like me if like
my dick was never inside u
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Probably. You have an annoyingly endearing way about you.
Do you think you'd still like me if your dick was never inside me?
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( it's probably sent a little too quickly, like he was expecting that question. it smells a little too earnest in here, so time to diffuse shit a little bit. )
idk if i told u but i kinda have a thing 4 cute nerds 🙄🙄
it was inevittabel
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Hyunsu is hardly a NERD. He's twice your height.
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Neither would you.
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his tallness just makes his nerdyness hotter
or visa versa
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[NOT THAT IT MATTERS.]
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very 😌
and deseptivly muscle-y
😌😌😌😌😌
( he's in Luv. )
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its still valuble info 2 have
him being muscle-y
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Is it? To who. Who needs to know. I don't need to know. Who cares.
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i care enuff 4 like 609533 ppl
u care enuff 2 ask me how tall he is
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oh ur rlly thinking abt it now huh
his dick is perfect
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[Lying liar who lies, he's a teenage boy, he's thinking about it constantly.]
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y not??? maybe u should be!!
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[Share your dirty thoughts, because you clearly have them, harlot.]
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( touché, binch. )
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ppl told me not 2 bite ur pussy so fair is fair
4 the record i have not bit hyunsu
yet
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