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holyposition: (booping him.)

[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-18 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
Acknowledging it doesn't make it disappear.
holyposition: (but in the end if i bend)

[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-18 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
Calm down. He's gonna know if he looks up and you look like you've seen a ghost.

Sure about which part?
holyposition: (can i be yours?)

[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-18 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
It's my experience that even if you want it to disappear, it won't.

The way you soothe him to sleep like that, first of all, not caring one bit that I'm looking. It's not the first time, or the second, or the third.

The way you look at him.

You can't stay away from each other. There's no other reason to spend so many nights over here.
holyposition: (i don't wanna walk no more)

[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-18 07:05 am (UTC)(link)
what do you mean when you say "disappear"?
holyposition: (cigarette lighter)

[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-18 06:03 pm (UTC)(link)
You don't know that. And even if it does, it doesn't mean it wasn't worth it. I don't regret Hawk.

You'll go to the same place when you're through here, I know it.
holyposition: (cross off)

[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-19 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
I regret a few specific choices I made. But no. I know what I want and what I don't want. That's valuable.

[ So easy to talk about it in the past tense when he's barely seen him for a couple weeks. Anyway, ]

Nothing about this place is under our control. That doesn't mean we should ignore its blessings. What are you afraid of?
holyposition: (driving away)

[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-19 04:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Shut those eyebrows up Koby, this isn’t about him! ]

Maybe not immediately. I know you don’t believe the same things I do about what all this is, but I believe you will both end up in the same place, eventually.
Edited 2024-08-19 17:49 (UTC)
holyposition: (fill me fill me fill me)

[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-19 07:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Why would you forget?

I won't. That's not my place. But I could have this exact conversation with him, you know.
holyposition: (for loving me the way you did)

[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-19 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
That can't happen.

[ It isn't an option, and he won't consider it, and if you make him, he'll throw up, and the commotion will wake Quentin. He looks nauseous. ]

I'm nearsighted, not blind.
holyposition: (good luck taking care of yourself)

[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-19 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
He's sweet to everyone, so it's not as obvious. But he's still here constantly. He looks at you like you're the most precious thing in the world.
holyposition: (hehehehe)

[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-20 01:24 am (UTC)(link)
I've been here for two weeks. He knows you're not alone, he comes anyway.

I think he likes you better than the microwave, Koby.
holyposition: (hope nothing changes.)

[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-20 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
It means he's doing it because he wants to.

I know it's overwhelming. And probably unusual, for you sailors.
holyposition: (hope you find it charming if i infodump)

[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-20 03:45 am (UTC)(link)
Nothing.

[ Barely above just mouthing it. ]

Just that you move around a lot. "Someone in every port," you know.

Do you want me to back off? I didn't realize I'd be interrupting a honeymoon.

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