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[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-19 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
I regret a few specific choices I made. But no. I know what I want and what I don't want. That's valuable.

[ So easy to talk about it in the past tense when he's barely seen him for a couple weeks. Anyway, ]

Nothing about this place is under our control. That doesn't mean we should ignore its blessings. What are you afraid of?
holyposition: (driving away)

[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-19 04:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Shut those eyebrows up Koby, this isn’t about him! ]

Maybe not immediately. I know you don’t believe the same things I do about what all this is, but I believe you will both end up in the same place, eventually.
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holyposition: (fill me fill me fill me)

[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-19 07:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Why would you forget?

I won't. That's not my place. But I could have this exact conversation with him, you know.
holyposition: (for loving me the way you did)

[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-19 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
That can't happen.

[ It isn't an option, and he won't consider it, and if you make him, he'll throw up, and the commotion will wake Quentin. He looks nauseous. ]

I'm nearsighted, not blind.
holyposition: (good luck taking care of yourself)

[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-19 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
He's sweet to everyone, so it's not as obvious. But he's still here constantly. He looks at you like you're the most precious thing in the world.
holyposition: (hehehehe)

[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-20 01:24 am (UTC)(link)
I've been here for two weeks. He knows you're not alone, he comes anyway.

I think he likes you better than the microwave, Koby.
holyposition: (hope nothing changes.)

[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-20 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
It means he's doing it because he wants to.

I know it's overwhelming. And probably unusual, for you sailors.
holyposition: (hope you find it charming if i infodump)

[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-20 03:45 am (UTC)(link)
Nothing.

[ Barely above just mouthing it. ]

Just that you move around a lot. "Someone in every port," you know.

Do you want me to back off? I didn't realize I'd be interrupting a honeymoon.
holyposition: (i don't wanna walk no more)

[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-20 02:28 pm (UTC)(link)
I know, I'm just teasing.

But I mean it, Koby. If you want it to be serious, I can figure something else out, it's a big house.
holyposition: (i just wanted to be yours)

[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-20 03:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Just the every port thing. The rest of it is completely true 😊

That’s how it’s always been for me.


[ they both know damn good and well Tim’s only ever been serious about one person, but that's not the point. ]

I felt bad just texting with Quentin, when I was with Hawk. For a minute, I thought that was why he was leaving. “Room for other people” isn’t done, where we’re from.
holyposition: (i was always told)

[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-20 03:41 pm (UTC)(link)
No, he didn’t, but his explanation didn’t make any sense, so i thought it was something I’d done. It wasn’t. I was just scared.

Won’t it? You can have all the love in the world in your heart, but only so much time and energy. If it were me, I’d want to give my partner all of it.
holyposition: (i'm gonna be so chill about this)

[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-20 04:52 pm (UTC)(link)
That's not completely true. I said some things I shouldn't have.

I understand what you're saying. I don't know if it's a perfect metaphor (what am I, a lieutenant?) but I get it.

Just let me know if you start to feel differently, okay? Quentin's charming and handsome and all of that, but you're my best friend here. I don't want to do anything that would hurt you.
holyposition: (i've actually never been happier)

[personal profile] holyposition 2024-08-20 06:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Koby, please. Who else would be—he's been hiding out here for the last two weeks, be serious. Tim smiles warmly at him, and then, after a moment of fishing around in his lap for his bookmark, gets up to join the other two on the bed, carefully scooching in on Koby’s other side. ]

Yes, obviously. [ Speaking softly and ruffling Koby’s hair. On second thought, Tim puts an arm around him, pulling him in for a half-hug, as much as he can do without jostling sleeping beauty. ] You think I would stay involved in... [ a vague gesture. whatever this is. ] otherwise? You know I take it seriously. I’m not saying you don’t, just that if you weren’t that important to me, I wouldn’t let you watch while I blow your boyfriend.

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