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ok well since ur so fuckin smart what do i actully mean then
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Yeah, it's getting...weird. I like having sex with him, but we're both adults, we have other things we need to do. If he had his way it would be nonstop.
I don't know what you mean!
I don't know what you mean!
I don't know. I've been trying to figure that out since I met you. Either you hate me and resent the fact that you're so important to me, because it's annoying, because you've kissed and slept with people who are much cooler and smarter and more interesting than I am, and they don't cry about everything or misunderstand things or screw up everything they say or
Or you don't.
Or you don't.
Well, yes, because you want to learn everything about everything except for Christmas!
Some. He doesn't think it's a problem.
Yeah, you do though, even if they look like they haven't washed their hair this month.
Yeah, you do though, even if they look like they haven't washed their hair this month.
( there is a very small part of hao that considers just. ghosting koby again, because — fuck off, who asked? except for hao, who explicitly asked. the whole message is annoying as shit.
fortunately slash unfortunately, there's a much larger part of hao that's immediately pissed off when he rereads koby's words a second time over, the dark, confusing mess of hao's energy flaring, crackling, churning. )
u think i hate u?????
i take it back u rlly dont know shit
fortunately slash unfortunately, there's a much larger part of hao that's immediately pissed off when he rereads koby's words a second time over, the dark, confusing mess of hao's energy flaring, crackling, churning. )
u think i hate u?????
i take it back u rlly dont know shit
The snowman's just a song, Koby. I think they made a movie but we haven't gotten to it yet.
The important thing is the birth of Christ, the trees and presents and Santa is all just for fun.
No, I don't. I literally just said I didn't.
I know that I don't understand anything or know how to do this or
I've never done any of this before. You're the first person who ever touched me like that, and you didn't do it to hurt me or scare me or remind me that you were bigger and stronger and could do anything you wanted, whenever you wanted. And you could've, and you didn't and I don't
I don't know what that means. I don't know what that makes us, but I'm going to be thankful for that for the rest of my life. And I know that's a lot, it's too much, because I'm too much, so why wouldn't you hate that?
I know that I don't understand anything or know how to do this or
I've never done any of this before. You're the first person who ever touched me like that, and you didn't do it to hurt me or scare me or remind me that you were bigger and stronger and could do anything you wanted, whenever you wanted. And you could've, and you didn't and I don't
I don't know what that means. I don't know what that makes us, but I'm going to be thankful for that for the rest of my life. And I know that's a lot, it's too much, because I'm too much, so why wouldn't you hate that?
We watched that movie about the elf, were you even paying attention? :(
Or he goes to Embry and we have to fight about it.
You can't even reach the top of Shanks' head.
You can't even reach the top of Shanks' head.
The reindeer pull the sleigh.
(Not for Jesus, just for fun)
(Not for Jesus, just for fun)
( hao's reading comprehension fucking sucks, especially when he's zeroed in on literal insane shit like the idea that he could possibly hate koby, unfathomable in pretty much every sense considering.
considering — )
yea
well
it was also alot when u almost died n ppl came rubbing it in every1s faces on the network that other ppl couldnt come c u
that i couldnt come c u
it pissed me tf off bc all i wanted 2 do was make sure u were ok
they made it p clear who was important n who u cared abt the most n it wasnt me so w/e me n my bruised ego r getting over it
i obv dont hate u dumbass
considering — )
yea
well
it was also alot when u almost died n ppl came rubbing it in every1s faces on the network that other ppl couldnt come c u
that i couldnt come c u
it pissed me tf off bc all i wanted 2 do was make sure u were ok
they made it p clear who was important n who u cared abt the most n it wasnt me so w/e me n my bruised ego r getting over it
i obv dont hate u dumbass
Oh.
[Honestly it takes Koby a hot second to figure out what Hao's saying, mostly because he typically sends much, much shorter messages. But the meaning makes itself clear finally: he'd been worried, he'd been frustrated by not being allowed to come see Koby. Because he didn't hate him. Because he cared.
In the hazy, strange, still-new world of color and sound and emotion, Koby's blush-colored aura nudges up against Hao's, a pulse of something between fondness and gratitude, something akin to a drowning man clinging to a life preserver, to that teary-eyed thankfulness up against the wall of Otherworld.]
It wasn't just you. Nobody could come see me, not my crew, not my boyfriend, not anyone except Shanks. Because he's the only person here who knew what was happening and how to keep it from killing me.
Well. But do you LIKE me?
[Honestly it takes Koby a hot second to figure out what Hao's saying, mostly because he typically sends much, much shorter messages. But the meaning makes itself clear finally: he'd been worried, he'd been frustrated by not being allowed to come see Koby. Because he didn't hate him. Because he cared.
In the hazy, strange, still-new world of color and sound and emotion, Koby's blush-colored aura nudges up against Hao's, a pulse of something between fondness and gratitude, something akin to a drowning man clinging to a life preserver, to that teary-eyed thankfulness up against the wall of Otherworld.]
It wasn't just you. Nobody could come see me, not my crew, not my boyfriend, not anyone except Shanks. Because he's the only person here who knew what was happening and how to keep it from killing me.
Well. But do you LIKE me?
We'll be fine.
If he has to sit down for it...
If he has to sit down for it...
Well, it's not real. It's a fantasy for kids.
Not necessarily, but you need to wait until the actual day to open them. Some impatient people choose one to open on Christmas Eve, but that's ridiculous.
Not necessarily, but you need to wait until the actual day to open them. Some impatient people choose one to open on Christmas Eve, but that's ridiculous.
[ Twas the night before Christmas, and all through the house... one particular vampire was spening his "day" (night) trying to beat Saltburn's tendency to make it difficult to get where you wanna go, so as to drop off gifts.
Daniel isn't looking to get waylaid in the awkward thanks of a direct handover, especially since he's pretty sure most of these people won't have gotten him anything in return. (Don't feel bad. He's also the kind of boomer to mail out Christmas cards to his nephew and dentist and old friend from college.)
So while he'll slip into the rooms of people he can hear are asleep (or can't hear at all), fellow night owls will get the servant who opens their curtains and announces breakfast also bringing in the gift left on the doorstep.
The gift is neatly wrapped and tagged with a generic Merry Christmas label that says From: DM. It contains a bottle of rosé, some gingerbread, and a plastic bottle of valerian root and chamomile capsules. There is also a second gift in non-Xmas wrapping that says HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY on it containing a 2005 Hobonichi Techno.
Watch him surreptitiously not mention this at all next time they meet up to swap notes. Santa who? ]
Daniel isn't looking to get waylaid in the awkward thanks of a direct handover, especially since he's pretty sure most of these people won't have gotten him anything in return. (Don't feel bad. He's also the kind of boomer to mail out Christmas cards to his nephew and dentist and old friend from college.)
So while he'll slip into the rooms of people he can hear are asleep (or can't hear at all), fellow night owls will get the servant who opens their curtains and announces breakfast also bringing in the gift left on the doorstep.
The gift is neatly wrapped and tagged with a generic Merry Christmas label that says From: DM. It contains a bottle of rosé, some gingerbread, and a plastic bottle of valerian root and chamomile capsules. There is also a second gift in non-Xmas wrapping that says HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY on it containing a 2005 Hobonichi Techno.
Watch him surreptitiously not mention this at all next time they meet up to swap notes. Santa who? ]
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