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[kobes]

[hm.]

That's very
Unusual.

[viver]

[ oh ]

That was meant for someone else's eyes, I'm afraid.

No pun intended.

[kobes]

Oh, I see. I thought it was an attempt to get me to agree to donate, actually.

[viver]

I'd just ask you directly, love.

[kobes]

Oh. I see.

Why haven't you?

[viver]

It hadn't occurred to me yet. Would you like that to change?

[kobes]

[a meditative pause.]

Maybe. Someday. It's not safe here, right now.

[viver]

It won't be safe for a while. That's not what this world was made to be.

[kobes]

You're right. Of course you're right.

It just feels
Worse here. Somehow.

[viver]

And yet you're staying. Why?

[kobes]

I don't think this place wants me to leave.

[viver]

[ Hm. ]

They seem to have that in common, don't they? These places we keep finding ourselves in. Prisons with no cages, no walls. None except for those in our own minds. What a feat.

[kobes]

Saltburnt at least was gentle about it. This place is

It keeps building the walls higher. I can feel them getting higher.

[viver]

It knows how to give and how to take.

[ Saltburnt has been an embrace that held them tighter when someone tried to pull away. ]

What else can you feel?

[kobes]

Yes. More like -- a heartbeat. Something living.

This is more like being inside a stone. It doesn't move and it won't let us move. It won't let us go.

A lot. I can't always remember it all, though. I say things and then I don't know I've said them.

[viver]

I heard it, you know. A heartbeat. Right before we watched the house burn.

Something is speaking through you. What is it saying?

[kobes]

You did? Really? Was it
Did it seem to be in pain?

It tells me people's regrets. Their doubts. Their guilt.

[viver]

Would you feel pity for it, if it was?

That sounds troublesome. One should be busy enough dealing with their own.

[kobes]

I think so. Yes, I think I would.

It hurts. Feeling all of that, it hurts.

[viver]

Honor its pain instead. As it has honored ours.

And you can't make it quiet?

[kobes]

Has it been an honor? It feels more like
A punishment. The punishment of a parent who doesn't know how to be kind and firm, yet.

Not for long. Saying what I see helps, for a time, but it always comes back.

[viver]

Are flowers ripped from soil as punishment? Do we devour the animals that were killed to feed us as retribution? Or is their suffering a part of something greater?

I say it's necessary. And I think it can be beautiful.

Let it come, love. [ Recalling the conversation they once had, ] It's your turn to open the door.

[kobes]

[there's a long enough pause that it's conceivable that koby's stopped responding.

but, finally:] I'm scared.

[viver]

You should be.

I'd go with you if I could.

[kobes]

No, you should keep Saltburnt safe. Grow your eyeball plants.
Wait until the hunt's over.