[she is; koby can feel the edge of anger sizzling and sharp, like a fresh sunburn, and its -- comforting, in a way. nami angry is nami mobile and motivated and fighting. it's better than nami in the snow, nami hollowed out, nami giving up.
so it hurts but -- if she needs someone to be mean to, koby welcomes it with both arms.]
Okay. If thats what you need then Okay. [he just can't conceptualize it in the context of her leaving him.]
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Okay. I'll watch and I'll learn, so I know. If you need a break or
Something.
And I'll show you how to decode my files and where my stashes are, so you know.
But I can't think about being here without you. I can't. I'm not ready yet.
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( she's aggressive, angry, the natural second phase to brutal sadness — lashing out and wounding the people closest. )
it's not going to take me by surprise again.
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so it hurts but -- if she needs someone to be mean to, koby welcomes it with both arms.]
Okay. If thats what you need then
Okay. [he just can't conceptualize it in the context of her leaving him.]