I don't want to do it this freely. If this place made it possible to commit to one person, I would. That's not a luxury I have back home either. At least not publicly.
I tried to be, before Hawk. But in moments of weakness, I failed.
You could, if that's what you really wanted? I mean I'd beat away any other suitors with a stick when you're otherwise compromised by the house, if you really want me to. I'm sure Hawk would help.
I see. I guess there's nobility in that, in refraining from anything that distracts you from your goals.
He is, yes. I had a very interesting encounter with him the night of the party too. Though If you'd rather I didn't, I'll respect that, you know. He's lovely, but I can tell you feel strongly about him.
Me neither. It's not legal here, yet, so there isn't much reference. I suppose both of them walk down the aisle, if they're both women?
I know I don't NEED to. But you're my friend, whether or not Harry and I spend time together, and I want to make that quite clear. Did he really? That's adorable, actually. It reminds me of how you used to text, when we first arrived.
I'll ask around, subtly. Fact-gathering. Maybe see the next time a priest is scheduled to come by -- Christmas, probably?
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No, it's not bad at all. It's very nice, in fact.
I mean that sexual frustration is a feeling, and from you its like looking into the sun these days.
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What do you mean? Lent is over. I'm very fulfilled.
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Well, NOW you are. Recently, not so much.
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What are you accusing me of?
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I'm simply observing that maybe you personally don't think chastity is as "weird" as you may say. That's all.
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I didn't say it was weird. I think that's the ideal, really, even if it's not very realistic.
[ He said being horny about it is weird!!! He is self-kinkshaming. ]
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You deserve it.
Celibacy? Really? You'd pick that?
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I tried to be, before Hawk. But in moments of weakness, I failed.
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I'd beat away any other suitors with a stick when you're otherwise compromised by the house, if you really want me to. I'm sure Hawk would help.
I see. I guess there's nobility in that, in refraining from anything that distracts you from your goals.
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It was mostly for religious reasons. We're not supposed to until we're married, but I can't get married.
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Ah. Right. Well, I don't know if that priest is a legitimate church entity, so. If we were at sea, the highest-ranking officer could marry you two.
[like pirates of the caribbean which in every other context is not accurate, but. that part's true.]
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It has to be in a church for me.
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Right. Would you want something like in some of the movies? A big celebration, a suit and everything?
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Goodsir.
It's not complicated with him, I mean, but this whole thing is. I don't think I know how to do anything halfway. I don't know if I even want to.
It wouldn't have to be a big spectacle. But a church. My friends, my family, if they'd want to be there.
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You like him a lot, then? And of course you don't, Tim, that's one of the things I admire about you. You aren't wishy-washy.
Would you walk down an aisle? That seems to be a big part of things.
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I don't know. The woman is supposed to do that. I don't know what a gay wedding even looks like.
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If you'd rather I didn't, I'll respect that, you know. He's lovely, but I can tell you feel strongly about him.
Me neither. It's not legal here, yet, so there isn't much reference. I suppose both of them walk down the aisle, if they're both women?
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It's okay, I think.
So if they're both men, do they skip that part? I don't know.
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If you're sure, okay?
Maybe they walk down together? I'm sure we could ask. If that's something you want. There has to be another priest here sooner or later.
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I guess the 2010s people would know.
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...I don't want to ask the 2010s people. They make my head hurt.
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Me too, but they're the ones who would know.
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Perhaps asking anonymously would cut down on some of the dramatics.
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You do it. Hawk will know. And then he says he doesn't want to, which would be awful, or that he does, which I don't think I'm ready for.
And it's all moot without a priest anyway.
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Did he really? That's adorable, actually. It reminds me of how you used to text, when we first arrived.
I'll ask around, subtly. Fact-gathering. Maybe see the next time a priest is scheduled to come by -- Christmas, probably?
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