( hhhhhhgggggghrvrhrhrggghhhh he hates this sO fucking much. maybe he should've just waited until he was back to normal to message koby ..........
but a part of him wonders how he reacted when hyunsu had told him what had happened, how he's thought about hao since then. maybe that's a little narcissistic. maybe he just has a feeling (or some kind of fucked yo hope?) that it was bad. )
ugh fine im in my room
but its actually not fine if i hurt u bc ill never forgiv myself ok?? so i want u 2 grab my bat when u come in just in case itll b by the door im fkn sereous
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[he's had the non-vampy kind in his neck multiple times by now, after all.]
You won't hurt me. And even if you do, it's fine, you can't help yourself. You aren't yourself right now.
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but a part of him wonders how he reacted when hyunsu had told him what had happened, how he's thought about hao since then. maybe that's a little narcissistic. maybe he just has a feeling (or some kind of fucked yo hope?) that it was bad. )
ugh
fine
im in my room
but its actually not fine if i hurt u bc ill never forgiv myself ok??
so i want u 2 grab my bat when u come in just in case
itll b by the door
im fkn sereous
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After everything. With you and Sanji dying.
I needed to break some things.
So I know how to use it now.