[Oh dear, maybe this would've been better in person. But Jennifer is important, and Koby cares a lot about her, so he musters up his courage to get over his awkwardness (while also wondering how he became the One Who Has Sex in the friend group.]
It can be fun and nice, yes. When it's with someone who wants to make sure it's fun and nice for you. I can't speak to everyone here and say that they're all that way, but I've been very fortunate. I've met a lot of people who are wonderful and who know what they're doing, which helps.
I was always told it was something I'd need to do, whenever I got married off, or if I ended up working for a certain kind of noble. That it'd be painful at worst and boring at best. But that's not true.
I think maybe you were told some of the same lies I was, Jennifer. And I won't say that you're silly or wrong to be cautious, because if you're not ready, you don't need to be, but I can promise you: those were lies. They were all lies.
Adults always lie. I should've come to that realization earlier, on my own. I guess I needed someone else to confirm it. I thought it had to be boring or painful, that people only insisted on it for children. I never knew what I thought about that. I guess I knew I'd have to, eventually. I don't know.
This seems about as good a place as I could get to try
That's what it feels like, yeah. It's I have a body, and it's fine, it's better than it was, but I don't know it, yet. It doesn't quite feel like mine? I mean, the fact that everyone sees me as myself is nice, but
When it's good, when it feels like it should, it's like feeling okay having a body. For me, at least.
Nami usually has good advice, yes. She might be able to help. And I have some, um
Things. Just in case. I don't know if you like men or But there are some Risks.
[He's dying even bringing this up, but he cares about her well-being, okay!!]
I think I understand that. It'd be nice to be, well. Me, I guess.
[. . .]
Things?
And, I suppose I haven't thought about that much either. I suppose I like men too? I know I like other women, but I think it's another thing I haven't put much thought into.
[But she thinks for a long moment on what these 'things' might be. But she can connect why men would be brought up and connect the dots. She turns bright red]
Is that...a concern here? I didn't think it could. [It hadn't seemed like a problem with the Witches and she hadn't thought the rules might change]
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It can be fun and nice, yes. When it's with someone who wants to make sure it's fun and nice for you. I can't speak to everyone here and say that they're all that way, but
I've been very fortunate. I've met a lot of people who are wonderful and who know what they're doing, which helps.
I was always told it was something I'd need to do, whenever I got married off, or if I ended up working for a certain kind of noble. That it'd be painful at worst and boring at best. But that's not true.
I think maybe you were told some of the same lies I was, Jennifer. And I won't say that you're silly or wrong to be cautious, because if you're not ready, you don't need to be, but I can promise you: those were lies. They were all lies.
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I knew that. I know I did.
Adults always lie. I should've come to that realization earlier, on my own. I guess I needed someone else to confirm it. I thought it had to be boring or painful, that people only insisted on it for children. I never knew what I thought about that. I guess I knew I'd have to, eventually. I don't know.
This seems about as good a place as I could get to try
something. I guess.
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You're here now and you're free and you can do anything you want. And it's
When it's good, it's like nothing else in the world.
I didn't know anything could feel so good. That I could want to be inside my own body again.
I'm sorry, that's
Probably too much information.
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I feel like I spend too much time not even thinking about my body. I just... exist? I don't know how to explain it.
Maybe I should ask Miss Nami for help? She's always seemed so confident in herself, as a woman.
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I have a body, and it's fine, it's better than it was, but I don't know it, yet. It doesn't quite feel like mine?
I mean, the fact that everyone sees me as myself is nice, but
When it's good, when it feels like it should, it's like feeling okay having a body. For me, at least.
Nami usually has good advice, yes. She might be able to help.
And I have some, um
Things. Just in case.
I don't know if you like men or
But there are some
Risks.
[He's dying even bringing this up, but he cares about her well-being, okay!!]
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[. . .]
Things?
And, I suppose I haven't thought about that much either. I suppose I like men too? I know I like other women, but I think it's another thing I haven't put much thought into.
[But she thinks for a long moment on what these 'things' might be. But she can connect why men would be brought up and connect the dots. She turns bright red]
Is that...a concern here? I didn't think it could. [It hadn't seemed like a problem with the Witches and she hadn't thought the rules might change]
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I didn't think it was an issue either, but um
Certain cyclical, monthly things have resumed, since being here.
Unfortunately.
Which suggests other things are possible.
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[She had noticed such a thing, which raises some new questions about this place and its motivations]
It's so strange. This place seems to have power over so much, but not that? I'm a little worried about what this play intends for us.
But thank you. I'll take them. I don't know what I'd do without you, Koby. I'm sorry if I'm relying on you too much.
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Better safe than sorry, right?
You aren't relying on me too much, at all. I like being able to help, remember? It's sort of my thing.