[he wants to. he wants to. it's not fair, making him grieve her before she's gone. it's not fair. he's going to lose them all anyway, he's always known that, he's always--]
[she is; koby can feel the edge of anger sizzling and sharp, like a fresh sunburn, and its -- comforting, in a way. nami angry is nami mobile and motivated and fighting. it's better than nami in the snow, nami hollowed out, nami giving up.
so it hurts but -- if she needs someone to be mean to, koby welcomes it with both arms.]
Okay. If thats what you need then Okay. [he just can't conceptualize it in the context of her leaving him.]
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like zoro.
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[immediately, unquestioningly.]
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Is that really what you want?
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Okay. I'll watch and I'll learn, so I know. If you need a break or
Something.
And I'll show you how to decode my files and where my stashes are, so you know.
But I can't think about being here without you. I can't. I'm not ready yet.
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( she's aggressive, angry, the natural second phase to brutal sadness — lashing out and wounding the people closest. )
it's not going to take me by surprise again.
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so it hurts but -- if she needs someone to be mean to, koby welcomes it with both arms.]
Okay. If thats what you need then
Okay. [he just can't conceptualize it in the context of her leaving him.]