I don't want to do it this freely. If this place made it possible to commit to one person, I would. That's not a luxury I have back home either. At least not publicly.
I tried to be, before Hawk. But in moments of weakness, I failed.
You could, if that's what you really wanted? I mean I'd beat away any other suitors with a stick when you're otherwise compromised by the house, if you really want me to. I'm sure Hawk would help.
I see. I guess there's nobility in that, in refraining from anything that distracts you from your goals.
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And usually the effects of things are limited, right? So it'll wear off. Most likely. We can give it a try.
I try not to think about the wolf man. Anything with "wolf" in it, actually.
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Won't know until we try. I'll let him know when I get there in case he tries to stop me 😇
I think we all do.
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Deal. And you'll bring your journal and we'll try to figure it out. The chain doesn't seem to do anything, yet, but it looks nice.
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I'm sure it does something.
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It's pretty. It's long, though -- I put it around my waist because it kept getting in the way.
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You think it's a good idea to wear it? It might brainwash you into some kind of kinky chastity thing.
[ Not Tim would know anything about that. ]
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I mean. Regularly.
That might be interesting. I've only tried that a couple times.
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Maybe if you choose it for yourself. Not if you get magic'd into it.
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But on the semi-daily it's Quentin or Shanks. Hao it's usually with Hyunsu.
Well. I defer to your expertise. Obviously. :)
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I meant regularly. I think two or three is...fine. For saltburnt.
I don't know what you mean.
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Two, regularly, then. So far.
I feel like you've forgotten I can feel your emotions, Tim. Even when I'm not trying to.
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Two isn't bad.
I don't know what my emotions have to do with it. I either do it or I don't.
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No, it's not bad at all. It's very nice, in fact.
I mean that sexual frustration is a feeling, and from you its like looking into the sun these days.
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What do you mean? Lent is over. I'm very fulfilled.
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Well, NOW you are. Recently, not so much.
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What are you accusing me of?
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I'm simply observing that maybe you personally don't think chastity is as "weird" as you may say. That's all.
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I didn't say it was weird. I think that's the ideal, really, even if it's not very realistic.
[ He said being horny about it is weird!!! He is self-kinkshaming. ]
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You deserve it.
Celibacy? Really? You'd pick that?
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I tried to be, before Hawk. But in moments of weakness, I failed.
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I'd beat away any other suitors with a stick when you're otherwise compromised by the house, if you really want me to. I'm sure Hawk would help.
I see. I guess there's nobility in that, in refraining from anything that distracts you from your goals.
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It was mostly for religious reasons. We're not supposed to until we're married, but I can't get married.
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Ah. Right. Well, I don't know if that priest is a legitimate church entity, so. If we were at sea, the highest-ranking officer could marry you two.
[like pirates of the caribbean which in every other context is not accurate, but. that part's true.]
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It has to be in a church for me.
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Right. Would you want something like in some of the movies? A big celebration, a suit and everything?
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