Well, that's unfortunate, because you have people who care about you, and they're going to want to see you. I'll put it in a big cup with a straw, if it'll make you feel better.
Yes. He did. And it hurt him. And he'd do it again.
( his pure anguish is surely palpable — or something like it, a swirling concoction of fear and love (?) and guilt and probably every stupid emotion in between churning in his belly, a pang of thirst at the mere suggestion of blood. which — is fucking annoying, considering he sank his teeth into the tender flesh of hyunsu's inner wrist just before he left his room, drinking until everything started to fade around the edges and get pleasantly blurry, starting to lose himself to the instinct of it all before abruptly pulling off, panting. he shouldn't fucking be thirsty again. )
ur the only other person who mayb cares abt me n wants 2 c me but u prob shoudnt u kno how much i like 2 bite the way it is
[or -- he knows hate's one of the million things hao is feeling right now, a teeming mess that hisses and snarls and groans and hungers. it's a bad idea to get anywhere near that, really, but:]
I do, and I do want to, yeah. I'm not scared of you. I can take you, I'm pretty sure.
( hhhhhhgggggghrvrhrhrggghhhh he hates this sO fucking much. maybe he should've just waited until he was back to normal to message koby ..........
but a part of him wonders how he reacted when hyunsu had told him what had happened, how he's thought about hao since then. maybe that's a little narcissistic. maybe he just has a feeling (or some kind of fucked yo hope?) that it was bad. )
ugh fine im in my room
but its actually not fine if i hurt u bc ill never forgiv myself ok?? so i want u 2 grab my bat when u come in just in case itll b by the door im fkn sereous
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I'll put it in a big cup with a straw, if it'll make you feel better.
Yes. He did. And it hurt him. And he'd do it again.
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i fkn hate it
( his pure anguish is surely palpable — or something like it, a swirling concoction of fear and love (?) and guilt and probably every stupid emotion in between churning in his belly, a pang of thirst at the mere suggestion of blood. which — is fucking annoying, considering he sank his teeth into the tender flesh of hyunsu's inner wrist just before he left his room, drinking until everything started to fade around the edges and get pleasantly blurry, starting to lose himself to the instinct of it all before abruptly pulling off, panting. he shouldn't fucking be thirsty again. )
ur the only other person who mayb cares abt me n wants 2 c me but u prob shoudnt
u kno how much i like 2 bite the way it is
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[or -- he knows hate's one of the million things hao is feeling right now, a teeming mess that hisses and snarls and groans and hungers. it's a bad idea to get anywhere near that, really, but:]
I do, and I do want to, yeah. I'm not scared of you. I can take you, I'm pretty sure.
[...in a fight, koby?]
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u mean ur not scared of my big scary sharp vampire teeth?
( which Honestly don't look very different from his big scary sharp regular boy teeth. )
im nervous 🙃
( bro died one time and learned what fear is and now is experiencing Feelings all the time. )
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[he's had the non-vampy kind in his neck multiple times by now, after all.]
You won't hurt me. And even if you do, it's fine, you can't help yourself. You aren't yourself right now.
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but a part of him wonders how he reacted when hyunsu had told him what had happened, how he's thought about hao since then. maybe that's a little narcissistic. maybe he just has a feeling (or some kind of fucked yo hope?) that it was bad. )
ugh
fine
im in my room
but its actually not fine if i hurt u bc ill never forgiv myself ok??
so i want u 2 grab my bat when u come in just in case
itll b by the door
im fkn sereous
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After everything. With you and Sanji dying.
I needed to break some things.
So I know how to use it now.