I know exactly what he'll say. He'll tell me that my presence alone is more than he could have ever hoped for and he wouldn't dare be greedy enough to ask for anything more.
Sometimes, yes. I try to focus on what I have now, but sometimes I think too much. I compare myself.
Usually I end up lacking, somehow. I could be stronger or braver or more confident. I could give everyone I love everything they need, but That's not realistic.
Good. That's what makes it worth it, when the good parts outweigh that part of your mind that just wants to figure out how everything's going to fail. It doesn't make it go away, but It does make it worth it. I promise.
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It's not simple. I wish I could say it was, but its not, even in my situation.
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Sorry. I just thought you sailors were so laid back about everything.
Of who?
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Usually I end up lacking, somehow. I could be stronger or braver or more confident. I could give everyone I love everything they need, but
That's not realistic.
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It's not quite the same thing, but
Having relationships is inherently complicated, is what I mean.
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You're right about that. It doesn't feel complicated with Harry, though. When I'm with him, before I think about any broader context.
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Good. That's what makes it worth it, when the good parts outweigh that part of your mind that just wants to figure out how everything's going to fail. It doesn't make it go away, but
It does make it worth it. I promise.
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I know it is. It has been. This is good. Thank you.
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You're welcome. I'll still keep an eye on them, just in case, but I really don't think you have anything to worry about.