Hawk's been teaching me a little, when the weather's good. But he keeps getting distracted by the shorts.
It makes me feel optimistic and afraid at the same time. His devotion is overwhelming. In a good way, he makes me feel so adored and validated - in a way that matters, not pointless platitudes. I think if I asked him to jump, he would ask how high. He deserves someone who can give him everything, and I want to be that person, but I don't see how that's possible. I've tried and it always goes wrong.
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It makes me feel optimistic and afraid at the same time. His devotion is overwhelming. In a good way, he makes me feel so adored and validated - in a way that matters, not pointless platitudes. I think if I asked him to jump, he would ask how high. He deserves someone who can give him everything, and I want to be that person, but I don't see how that's possible. I've tried and it always goes wrong.